{"id":11,"date":"2026-10-08T14:35:35","date_gmt":"2026-10-08T12:35:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/?p=11"},"modified":"2026-10-08T15:34:23","modified_gmt":"2026-10-08T13:34:23","slug":"uz-chci-domu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/?p=11","title":{"rendered":"U\u017e chci dom\u016f"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u00e1 u\u017e prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu. Fyzicky existuju na t\u00fdhle \u017eidli, ale du\u0161evn\u011b jsem se odpojil tak p\u0159ed t\u0159ema hodinama a moje v\u011bdom\u00ed u\u017e d\u00e1vno sed\u00ed doma na gau\u010di. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 minuta tady trv\u00e1 zhruba \u010dty\u0159icet sedm pozemsk\u00fdch let. Z\u00edr\u00e1m do pr\u00e1zdna, tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edm se, \u017ee vn\u00edm\u00e1m realitu, ale v hlav\u011b mi b\u011b\u017e\u00ed jenom nekone\u010dn\u00e1 smy\u010dka toho, jak beru v\u011bci, pr\u00e1sknu dve\u0159ma a miz\u00edm pry\u010d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moje soci\u00e1ln\u00ed baterie nen\u00ed na nule, ta je v z\u00e1pornejch hodnot\u00e1ch, tekutina vytekla a cel\u00fd to zkratovalo. Nechci mluvit s lidma, nechci odpov\u00eddat na ot\u00e1zky, nechci se na nikoho zdvo\u0159ile usm\u00edvat ani p\u0159edst\u00edrat, \u017ee m\u011b zaj\u00edm\u00e1 cokoliv, co se tady zrovna \u0159e\u0161\u00ed. Pro\u010d tady v\u016fbec jsem? Komu t\u00edm prosp\u011bju? Vesm\u00edr se rozp\u00edn\u00e1, \u010das je relativn\u00ed a j\u00e1 mrh\u00e1m sv\u00fdm vym\u011b\u0159en\u00fdm \u010dasem na t\u00e9to planet\u011b t\u00edm, \u017ee sed\u00edm v ciz\u00edm prostoru a trp\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"549\" height=\"364\" src=\"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/images.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-14\" style=\"width:424px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/images.jpg 549w, https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/images-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 549px) 100vw, 549px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jedin\u00fd, co te\u010f pot\u0159ebuju k \u017eivotu, je p\u0159ekro\u010dit pr\u00e1h vlastn\u00edho bytu, shodit ze sebe v\u0161echny tyhle nepohodln\u00fd hadry, obl\u00e9ct tepl\u00e1ky, co pamatujou lep\u0161\u00ed \u010dasy, a lehnout si do polohy lekl\u00fd ryby. Chci si pustit n\u011bco \u00fapln\u011b tup\u00fdho, zabo\u0159it se do pe\u0159in, m\u00edt v ruce j\u00eddlo a absolutn\u011b nic ne\u0159e\u0161it. \u017d\u00e1dnej hluk, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd povinnosti, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd lidi. Prost\u011b jenom ticho, bezpe\u010d\u00ed a vlastn\u00ed pokoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pus\u0165te m\u011b dom\u016f. Okam\u017eit\u011b. Ne za hodinu, ne za deset minut, ale te\u010f hned. Je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00edli a za\u010dnu tu hystericky k\u0159i\u010det do stropu nebo se schoul\u00edm do klub\u00ed\u010dka pod st\u016fl a odm\u00edtnu jakoukoliv lidskou interakci. Chci. Prost\u011b. Dom\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"262\" height=\"265\" src=\"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/Screenshot-2025-01-23-164040.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.9886815539920465;width:192px;height:auto\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">je\u0161t\u011b nejde\u0161!<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-buttons is-layout-flex wp-block-buttons-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-button is-style-fill\"><a class=\"wp-block-button__link has-contrast-color has-cyan-bluish-gray-background-color has-text-color has-background has-link-color wp-element-button\" href=\"https:\/\/paypal.com\">Po\u0161li na sva\u010dinu<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>J\u00e1 u\u017e prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu. Fyzicky existuju na t\u00fdhle \u017eidli, ale du\u0161evn\u011b jsem se odpojil tak p\u0159ed t\u0159ema hodinama a moje v\u011bdom\u00ed u\u017e d\u00e1vno sed\u00ed doma na gau\u010di. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 minuta tady trv\u00e1 zhruba \u010dty\u0159icet sedm pozemsk\u00fdch let. Z\u00edr\u00e1m do pr\u00e1zdna, tv\u00e1\u0159\u00edm se, \u017ee vn\u00edm\u00e1m realitu, ale v hlav\u011b mi b\u011b\u017e\u00ed jenom nekone\u010dn\u00e1 smy\u010dka toho, jak beru [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":14,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-nezarazeno"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11\/revisions\/35"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/14"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vesely.ceduk.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}